Eyes that don’t cry
Lips that don’t lie
Love that don’t die
— Jhene Aiko ft HOPE - Do Better
— Jhene Aiko ft HOPE - Do Better
— Frank Ocean
23:45pm… Musiq Soulchild - “Single” playing in the background
For years I have…
Waited for someone who understood exactly what I wanted and didn’t think that I was asking for too much. Then he came along.
Longed for someone I could hold a proper solid conversation with about anything & everything without getting bored or having any awkward silences. Then he came along.
Searched for someone who could make me laugh until I cried because my stomach hurt, blush just by smiling at me, and make me want to be able keep eye contact just so I can appreciate the handsome face looking back at me. Then he came along.
Prayed for someone who shared my beliefs, views and interests in everything from television shows, documentaries, music and most importantly God. Then he came along.
Everyday I’m scared that he will run away because of something I did or said, truth is if he did disappear (even though I haven’t known him for long) I’d feel like a part of me would be missing.
I’ve finally found someone who ticked all my boxes, and even though the fact that I can’t have him upsets me a bit, I still thank God that he’s a part of my life because I believe that everything happens for a reason… I guess I just need to figure out what that reason is.
01:31pm… Musiq Soulchild - “Single” playing in the background

I know love is patient and kind; it does not envy or boast, it is not arrogant or rude. I understand it does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful, it does not rejoice at wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. I get that love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things and endures all things but what I’m trying to get my head around is if love is all these things, WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD?!!!